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  <pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 23:45:05 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;font size=&quot;6&quot;&gt;i&apos;m &lt;strong&gt;SO&lt;/strong&gt; happy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;i really don&apos;t remember the last time i was so happy with things. i&apos;m getting the best grades of my life, i&apos;ve finally found someone who &lt;em&gt;truly&lt;/em&gt; understands who i am, and i have the best friends i could ever ask for. track&apos;s coming up soon as well.. and we ALL know i&apos;m a track nut. i&apos;m not doing as well in certain things as i usually do [e.g. math team] and i&apos;ve been letting some deadlines slip [e.g. debate team], but overall i&apos;ve never felt so great. i&apos;m not self-conscious about my hair anymore because it&apos;s grown out to the length that it was freshman year before i cut it.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hope things don&apos;t come all crashing down on me; this is what i&apos;ve been wanting for a long time.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now it&apos;s time to see some &lt;strong&gt;hockey&lt;/strong&gt;! :D&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 17 Oct 2007 00:43:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>harder, better, faster, stronger</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;these past few days have been FANTASTIC!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sunday was a ton of fun with Andy. He was supposed to go up to this reunion thing for camp but for some reason he decided not to go.. anyway, he picked me up at 1... we went to the mall and did random stuff, like play in the arcade and take pictures in the photobooth.. then we literally went to about every store you can think of. haha.. walmart, target, best buy, toys &apos;r us.. and a ton more i won&apos;t list right now. andy just about broke this big 4 wheeler for kids in walmart ahaha..&amp;nbsp; we took the bouncy balls out of the pen in toys r us and started pelting each other with them ahaha..&amp;nbsp; we went to hannaford&apos;s (we went to all three, somehow) and bought some diet coke and mentos.. went to cohen to set it off, but he messed up.. what else.. idk.. just went driving everywhere, went into petco, kohl&apos;s, iparty, the airport mall.. haha.. we took a hannaford cart and zipped around in the airport mall like 2 mins before it was supposed to close.. bought some more diet coke andmentos, thinking he wouldn&apos;t screw up.. of course, he did again.. lol. we literally went everywhere in bangor you can go..&amp;nbsp; all the way out by manna and beal college and by hampden, the mall, the airport mall, ahaha&amp;nbsp; idk we talked a lot and just hung out i guess.. then he was so amazed that i had never been to denny&apos;s that he took me there.. i felt so bad but he insisted on going.. made me steal the salt shaker though lmao.. idk why but i made him keep it.. got home about 7.. watched the pats game.. we kicked the cowboys ASS 48-27. then i flipped out at george about the drinking thing and now im not talking to him.. lalaa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Of course, Monday was amazing as well. Kate and I left around 12.. not going to go into great detail since I want it to be something that&apos;s between us, ya know? I can&apos;t describe it well anyway. It was amazing just getting out of Maine, let alone the concert. The Hives opened, the concert was A-MA-ZING.. and we ended up leaving boston around 11:30.. got to portland at 1:45.. got back to bangor at 3:45-4 or so.. hahaha and now psat&apos;s tomorrow.. woop!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So pretty much, that&apos;s it.. besides from the fact that people are trying to start drama yet again. Yay! :[ not. Just another headache in the medley, I guess. But, I&apos;ve been specifically asked to keep it off of LJ, so I will. :0! Yes, I listen sometimes! If that was a 2-way road, we&apos;d be ALLL set.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;dsfjhjdfhjkhdskjds still on a high from the concert&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 13 Oct 2007 23:28:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>free.</title>
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  <description>&lt;font size=&quot;7&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;LIAR.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Thank god, I&apos;m finally free from all that mess. Found out about one lie, hm, let&apos;s see if there&apos;s any more I should know about. I had been a bit fickle about it all for a while, but now I&apos;m definitely never, ever going back to that again. It&apos;s not &lt;em&gt;that &lt;/em&gt;big of a deal, but the person in question knows its a big deal to me. There wasn&apos;t even a reason to lie, I would have accepted them either way. They just tried to make themselves look better and get on my good side by lying, and it worked, initially. They shot themselves in the foot, recently, by contradicting what they said earlier. dhjkkdjknj I hate people who lie! Makes it so much easier to dislike them :]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; I almost feel liberated, like I&apos;m free from imprisonment or something. It feels good though. Hopefully I won&apos;t take this feeling as more than it is. We&apos;ll see how &lt;u&gt;that &lt;/u&gt;goes. And.. I&apos;m not gonna talk to this person for quite a while.&amp;nbsp;It probably won&apos;t make a difference until they try to fall back on what they think is there, and kapoof! It&apos;s not there anymore.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font size=&quot;5&quot;&gt;in other news...&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt; I should probably be doing homework, but I really don&apos;t feel like it. APUSH isn&apos;t exactly my cup of tea. (tea is gross, but you get my point). The game on Friday was fun.. we whooped the Cougars 46-0. Yay! I&apos;m excited for the Maroon5 concert too.. that&apos;s gonna be funnnnnnn XD. Someone is irritating me, but that&apos;s been going on for awhile now and doesn&apos;t look like it&apos;s getting any better. Whatever. Everything happens for a reason. And honestly, this one feels good too.. well, besides from the constant arguments. If I didn&apos;t care about this person, most of them probably wouldn&apos;t start. I guess all I have to do is stop caring. :] Easier said than done, but I&apos;ll try it. I can&apos;t handle constant bickering, but I can&apos;t go back to the way things were because I can&apos;t handle it anymore. I hate &lt;strong&gt;drama&lt;/strong&gt;. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 21:50:44 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>chug-a-luggin.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Life is just dandy right now.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Had quite a horrible weekend, but that&apos;s because I was thinking too much. About what, you ask? Mostly relationships. I&apos;ve kinda decided that I do want to be in one, but not with George. As much as he is a good guy, it&apos;s just not the time. I&apos;m not ruling out next summer, but I need to find someone who lives closer and who I could be friends with first before jumping right into a relationship. *sigh*.. oh well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Besides from that, I&apos;ve been pretty good. School&apos;s going fine for me.. best year yet, in terms of that. I wish Abby was still here, but I get to talk to her so that&apos;s good. She&apos;s still keeping me saneeee.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ahh, now for the bonfire! Bonfire + homecoming week + pep rally + homecoming game + Pats vs. Dallas this weekend + M5 concert Monday = happy me ~~ :]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 26 Sep 2007 01:54:49 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>insanity.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Something always has to be wrong.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is insane. There&apos;s so much that no one even understands because no one knows, or will ever know. My problems aren&apos;t your tools for comparison. That&apos;s why I haven&apos;t (and won&apos;t) laid/lay all my cards on the table.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t think this bottle&apos;s going to stay shut for much longer, it&apos;s been shaken too many times lately.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Every night before I go to bed I want to rip my hair out and scream at the top of my lungs, but I can&apos;t.. so I have a splitting headache and magnify my bitch factor. Soon, I will be friendless, emotionless, and growing only academically. I&apos;m scared.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My life is so good, I know I&apos;m privileged. Everything&apos;s packed into a load that&apos;s too heavy this time around. I refuse to drop anything school-related, so other things must go. It will all be better in the end, I keep telling myself, but the short term is awful. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The time&apos;s coming where I will go insane.. tick, tock. .. and as much as I don&apos;t want to stare at that clock, I need to know the limit so I can prepare for when I break it.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fffhrrhgfhgf. I&apos;ll continue to try to be all together, though. I&apos;m only tricking myself.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jul 2007 17:36:52 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>It&apos;s been a whole month since I&apos;ve posted.. wow. Well, as you all know, I work at a Boy Scout camp with Katelyn. It&apos;s been fun.. I really, really miss hanging out with all my friends here in Bangor, though. There&apos;s been days where I regret working and living at the camp because there&apos;s so much I&apos;m missing out on at home. At the same time, this summer has just been.. unbelievable in so many ways. Katelyn and I have gotten so much closer this summer.. but when you live with someone for a month.. well, it happens. I was interested in a guy from MSSM for a while, but last night he told me that he thinks that what we&apos;ve been doing at camp (which is nothing.. out of the ordinary, i guess) is too fast for people who have only known each other for a few weeks, even though he was always the one to start it. i just don&apos;t understand, i guess.. i just went with the flow, but it&apos;s okay. there&apos;s another guy who came into the horizon this past week.. the first night i met him, we just clicked. we&apos;ve been hanging out all week, and getting.. closer. i found out that he really does like me like that.. he&apos;s attractive and has a great personality, as far as i can tell. we&apos;ll just see what happens, i guess. i almost feel like a whore because for the past week, i have been close with more than one guy at the same time.. which is never healthy. now that i know which one i really like, well, it makes things easier.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yesterday was abby&apos;s going-away party. it was amazing. i went straight from camp to her party, so i felt bad when katelyn and i were kind of.. distant compared to normal. we were really trying not to do that, too... i think overall, though, we all had a lot of fun.. which is always good. i&apos;m going to miss abby more than anyone even knows. we haven&apos;t talked as much as we usually do this summer because i&apos;ve been gone.. that&apos;s the thing i regret most about going to camp..&amp;nbsp; i&apos;m missing the last opportunities to hang out with someone who&apos;s always, always, always been there for me... she&apos;s an amazing person. *sigh*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just realized it&apos;s the 22nd of july, and i&apos;ve only completed 10%, if even, of my summer homework. shitshitshitshitshit. this sucks.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2007 01:58:50 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>FTA was really fun. I got there Sunday afternoon.. we played wiffleball and capture the flag. On Monday we went to the School of Marine Science, the Pulp and Paper factory (they had shredded money)!, a climate change institute, then we went rock climbing at MaineBound. Tuesday was kind of boring.. we went to a plant farm, an animal farm, an engineering place, and to the Challenger Center. Wednesday we went to Audubon, Blackbeard&apos;s (go-carting!), and had discussions. Of course, dancing in the rain was fun as well. We went to Bar Harbor on Thursday.. Jackson Lab, MDI Biological Lab, swam in Echo Lake, went shopping, then watched the sunset on Cadillac Mountain. We had a scavenger hunt at 11:30 (pm) all over campus.. we were wearing ridiculous costumes (our team was the pirate team), and had to do ridiculous things, like take a picture with a police officer and pretend to withdraw money from a bank. haha. NOT a good idea that late at night. our van almost overheated and we almost got pulled over more than once. i went to bed around 4:30.. woke up at 6. we had our goodbye brunch at MCA and then left..&amp;nbsp; overall the people were awesome and i had a good time. i&apos;m going to be in eddington for most of the summer working at a boy scout camp with katelyn. &quot;working&quot;, anyway, meaning volunteering. eh. it&apos;s going to be fun though. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i did well on my report card too.. all a&apos;s for 4Q, sem exams, and sem grades. MAT&apos;s weren&apos;t so hot, but that&apos;s okay, they don&apos;t matter. blahablhaabla</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 24 Jun 2007 14:31:59 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i don&apos;t even know where to begin. states were on the second.. bangor won, of course. :)&amp;nbsp; i did really shitty, so i&apos;m glad the girls weren&apos;t expected to do much. there were a few controversies at the meet, but overall it was a good one. my birthday party was on the 3rd..&amp;nbsp; had my three closest friends there.. i love them so much. we had a cake/water balloon fight, ate ice cream, played games, and chatted about life. &amp;lt;33&amp;nbsp; best birthday party i&apos;ve ever had. the day of my birthday was awesome too.. a bunch of my friends went down to my locker and decorated it like crazy... it was cute and so nice of them.&amp;nbsp; we had finals the next week.. i did pretty well on the ones i know about. once i get my report card i&apos;ll post the grades and my schedule for next year, although i think everyone already knows my schedule.&amp;nbsp; wednesday morning i went down to the camp with katelyn..&amp;nbsp; it was fun.. the guys are kind of girl-deprived though. haha. i came back thursday afternoon, went to kelly&apos;s.. hung out with her, abby, and katelyn.. it was fun. went shopping friday... went to kelsey&apos;s saturday.. and now i&apos;m here... packing for UMaine.. I&apos;ll be back on the 29th. fun stuff.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 28 May 2007 14:45:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>take a scissor to my dreams, they don&apos;t cut so easily.</title>
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  <description>We had PVC&apos;s on Saturday down in MDI... going down there just brought back so many memories of when I was little and used to go down there for camp and stuff like that. I could point out everything along the way, tell you what buildings never used to be there.. it was just one of those few blips in time where you&apos;re brought back to what used to be and will never quite be again, but you get a taste of it anyhow. Anyway, we got there waaay too early.. so we were kind of sitting around for a while. I did javelin and shot put.. did pretty average in both distance-wise (66-03/29-07)... placed 11th in javelin and 6th in shot put. All I have left now is states. I got a really bad sunburn/tan down there.. it&apos;s tanned out quite nicely now but saturday night i could have passed for elmo. Yesterday I was bored and went on a walk.. it really cleared my mind.. set me off on a bit of a writing tangent for ten or twenty minutes, but after that I was back to normal. This weekend has been so long, but it&apos;s felt so good. I feel weeks away from last Thursday and Friday.. and it&apos;s been a matter of days.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My parents have decided that I should have a party for exclusively my friends and we&apos;ll just do nothing at home, they&apos;ll just give me a present. They&apos;re not into parties at all, so it&apos;s not surprising. It&apos;s kind of annoying in a way because they were the ones who told me to solidify my plans, which I did.. I&apos;m sure I annoyed my friends while doing so.. I&apos;m not a big party person yet I was planning WAY ahead..&amp;nbsp; and now it&apos;s not even worth it. I could have started planning now instead of coming off as too into it when it wasn&apos;t really my choice. Oh well. Let&apos;s just hope it doesn&apos;t rain on Sunday.. I&apos;m still having it regardless but I&apos;d rather have sun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t really.. want anything. It seems weird, but I really have no idea what I want. My mom asked me yesterday and I couldn&apos;t tell her what I wanted.. because I don&apos;t really want anything. So if you&apos;re going to ask me what I want, I&apos;m going to tell you right now, I have no idea, you know me well enough, surprise me.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lalalalalala summer&apos;s almost hereee</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 24 May 2007 02:29:24 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; So, yeah. Yesterday was the last day of Big Brothers Big Sisters.. it was fun and sad at the same time. I&apos;m going to be doing it next year with the same boy so it&apos;s good. Practice has been.. lackluster at best. I really want to break 30 on Saturday.. it&apos;s imperative if I want to even place. I just have to beat one girl to place though unless I completely suck and get last or something. I made varsity for javelin as well but that&apos;s a hopeless cause. I got lucky on one day, not happening again. There was Academic Recognition whatever tonight too..two hours of nothingness.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;iuefhjdherkjfhtjrekhdfkksjh this is a good tool of procrastination, I have to do homework still.. argh&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;btw if i didn&apos;t invite you to my party yeah, it&apos;s 4-7 Sunday, June 3rd at the park near my house..&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;so pretty much&amp;nbsp;if you are Abby, Katelyn, Kelsey, Megan, Kelly, Carolyn, Lyndsay, Ariel, Kate, Jen, Katie, or Kristin, this applies to you. &lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 May 2007 15:23:46 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Last night was wonderful at the meet. (and no, julianne, it wasn&apos;t due to your oh-so-marvelous comment, i saw that after i got back hahaha) I double-PRed.. 31-10 in shot put and 74 in javelin.. obviously I was a bit happy, lol. I&apos;ve gotta work on homework all weekend though.. I have this bio lab to write up, need to start another bio project thing, start my math independent chapter, actually READ the Great Gatsby, do a folktale pamphlet for World Geo, and do a chapter of a book for Spanish. This is going to be a fun weekend... O.o</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 23:36:55 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;This week has been full of nothingness. It feels nice and not nice at the same time. I enjoy slacking off but I always need something to do. Anyway, there&apos;s a meet on Friday.. it&apos;s supposed to rain though, go figure, on days of track meets it rains. It&apos;s nice out now though.. it was 82 :) Maybe I&apos;ll start to tan.. :0&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m glad I&apos;m over him. I don&apos;t even know why I liked him in the first place..&amp;nbsp; some of the things he does are just stupid. He&apos;s not the guy he wanted me to think he was, and that&apos;s sad. At least he&apos;s happy, I guess..&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel bad because there are some people that I&apos;ve been too mean to lately. It&apos;s hard, though, to break up a friendship without the other person getting upset. It&apos;s just easier not to be so close with people.. I mean, I&apos;d still like to talk to them and stuff but I don&apos;t want to be close friends again. It&apos;s hard to get that message across when you&apos;ve got someone at your throat, though. If they read this, they read this, if not, oh well. Drama is stupid, and apparently lots of people think I like to make it. Oh yes, because I just LOVE, love, love to stir up crap. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Wronggg&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;.&amp;nbsp; That&apos;s not to say that I can be stepped on, either. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Banana banana bananarama...&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 May 2007 23:05:17 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I have&amp;nbsp;a meet in Caribou tomorrow.. there&apos;s a 40% chance of rain or SNOW! I can just imagine it right now, sitting up there in Caribou throwing a shot into a snowbank. That&apos;s exaggerated a bit but still, snow in May? Come on. If you didn&apos;t already know (which if you didn&apos;t, you might be dee dee dee :D), I&apos;m a track nut, so any meet we can get is a good one. Hopefully I can break 30 and 75 (30 ft&amp;nbsp;shot, 75 ft&amp;nbsp;jav).&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I miss Katelyn though, she was supposed to go as well but she&apos;s at the concert with Abby so she doesn&apos;t want to do two consecutive late-nights. At least I&apos;ll have Lyndsay, Jen, Nick, and Arianna.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2007 01:18:18 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Today was one of those days where it just sucks for everyone. Oh well, tomorrow&apos;s a new day. I actually don&apos;t have a lot of homework.. I love it. I had school, then I need to catch up on things from Amnesty from Kelsey, then track practice. Track was alright, we had to do slide drills. I fell, go me!!&amp;nbsp;We had our second meet (my first) on Tuesday.. I did okay.. 29-11 shot and 61-something in jav. I went to Boston on Friday and it was fantastic.. I love Boston so much. I&apos;m finally getting used to the T, which is good because I need to get over my train fear. We did very well at the meet and overall it was just a great trip. I can&apos;t wait for the meet up in Caribou.. should be an easy one unless it&apos;s freezing.&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m so glad I have three real friends I can depend on.. &amp;lt;33 They will never know how much I appreciate them.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 29 Apr 2007 00:23:30 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;5&quot;&gt;BOSTON!!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;We left at 6:30, went down to Somerville to the hotel... our van got a little lost but we got there :). We went to eat lunch.. the group split up. Most of the group went to a pizza place and I ended up going to a Brazilian restaurant with 2 other students and a chaperone. Everything was in Portuguese and I could READ IT~!! Well, most of it. The food there is delicious. After that, we went to the competition site in Canton, Mass. We did very well considering the overall youngness of the team.. 8th in our division in a very competitive environment.. we got 20th last year if that serves as any comparison. I was the third highest scorer on the team, which surprised me a bit considering I tanked at this meet last year. We went back to the hotel afterwards and changed up for dinner in Harvard Square. We took the T down there.. I was terrified but thank god no one really noticed besides from Chris. We got to Harvard Square and to the Mexican restaurant, where we were told to wait an hour. We explored the Square for a bit.. eventually we went in the Co-Op and I bought a shirt. We went back to the restaurant and watched the Sox-Yankees game through a window. It was raining out but it was fun. We finally got a table in the restaurant, an hour and a half later (yes, that long). We ordered our meals. About half of us ended up getting Chicken Enchiladas, including myself. Authentic enchiladas with a side for 6.95, you can&apos;t beat that. I had that (my side was jambalaya), and let me tell you, that is the BEST restaurant I have ever been to, well worth the wait. We got out of there around 11 and took the T back to the hotel. It&apos;s really surprising how many people are out at 11 down there.. the trains are as full as they are during the day, it&apos;s ridiculous~! We got back and took showers and stuff.. got to bed around 12:30 am. This morning, we woke up around 7.. I took a shower and got ready.. we were out of the door around 8:15 for breakfast. Everyone else ate at Dunkin Donuts except for me and one other person.. we decided to get breakfast at the hotel (I figured it was cheaper). The other person stayed at the hotel and I walked from the hotel to Dunkin Donuts.. let me tell you, that was an experience in itself. I decided to stop at a gas station since drinks are cheaper at gas stations. Everyone I saw talked Spanish or Indian, it sucked. I got out of there and met up with everyone else, where one guy on our trip kept cracking really funny jokes.. we were laughing so hard. We got out of there and went to the Science Museum, which actually wasn&apos;t as bad as I thought it was going to be. We watched some hurricane katrina movie in a 180 degree dome IMAX theater.. that is an experience you can&apos;t even begin to imagine until you&apos;re there. The movie was kind of lame but the effects of the theater were beyond amazing. We explored the Science Museum for a bit and then left for Quincy Market. We took the T again.. (eek). When we got there, we were specifically told not to explore by ourselves. Everyone else went off in groups and I was by myself for about an hour, around a bunch of sketchies I didn&apos;t know. I bought some grapefruit and bread.. grapefruit doesn&apos;t taste as good as it smells.. and finally caught up with some people I knew. We sat near the performance area and watched that while we ate. Afterwards, I explored a bit more since the other people were going to sit and watch the performance some more. There really wasn&apos;t anything good down there today, though. We left around 2 and went back to the hotel, then left. The ride back wasn&apos;t boring at all..surprisingly. We got back around 6:30 or so and here I am now, a very happy child for the moment, besides from being a bit irritated at someone. :)</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 23:13:07 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Today was a very good day. I don&apos;t know why, especially; everything just happened to go the way it should have. I&apos;m getting an A in Bio (good), I actually get what the fuck is going on in math (better), I passed an English quiz without even reading the book (getting better), and had a fairly easy track practice (woot~!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then I came home, Mom had supper ready for once, went out and bought snacks and everything, oh my god life is good right about now. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Lalalallalala :)&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 31 Mar 2007 22:44:08 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>yayayayaayay! doctor called today... i&apos;m cleared to do track~! apparently I fractured the scaphoid bone in my wrist during indoor track when we were doing power lifts. for those who don&apos;t know what i&apos;m talking about, it&apos;s when you put weights on a bench press bar (45lbs) and lift it from the floor and flick your wrists to flip the bar up and lift it over your head. Well, my coach wanted me to try 105 lbs.. haha~! I can barely do 45, but he made me try it and when I did it tipped sideways and I dropped it.. my doctor thinks that&apos;s how I fractured the bone. Anyway, it has healed since then, and as long as I take it easy, I can throw! :) It&apos;s almost fully healed.. I kept irritating it while I continued throwing the rest of the season.. but it&apos;s healed in the month since then. I&apos;m sooooo glad.. :DDDD &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it was so nice out today but everyone had plans..&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;oh well. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaagh. life.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 31 Mar 2007 01:28:50 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;no one else updates their livejournal, i notice.&lt;br /&gt;I know I&apos;m not the only one with no life here. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, spring track started this week. i can&apos;t wait until monday, though, we&apos;ll all be down at the field and all of the people who just do it just because will quit. :) that makes me happy to live. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i bought kelsey&apos;s birthday present 3 weeks early, but hey, it&apos;s bought. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what else.. hm.. oh yeah, everyone&apos;s at the talent show. laaaaaaame.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 24 Mar 2007 23:10:00 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;a list of goals for the rest of the year: &lt;br /&gt;** Weed out the &quot;friends&quot; from my actual friends. &lt;br /&gt;** Make varsity spring track &lt;br /&gt;** Place in States in spring track &lt;br /&gt;** Have an amazing 16th birthday party &lt;br /&gt;** Get all A&apos;s 4th quarter &lt;br /&gt;** Have a boyfriend &lt;br /&gt;** Decorate my room the way I want to.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Mar 2007 23:02:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>flotsam junk.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Hmm. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Life.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Over the last week I&apos;ve come to many realizations. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;#1. MySpace should be an illegal drug. That&apos;s why I deleted mine. =) It&apos;s a way for people to manipulate each other and&amp;nbsp;get away with it, because you can&apos;t make a big deal out of MySpace without sounding like a skeeze.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;#2. People are backstabbers. You need to learn how to play them the way they like to play you. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;#3. There are few people in the world who won&apos;t betray you. You need to keep these people in your life and make sure they know how amazing they are.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Thursday was nice, I got my letter. I hadn&apos;t done (aka stuck with) an interscholastic sport until high school, so that&apos;s why I&apos;m so proud of that. Of course, I had to see Matt gorging 7 slices of pizza in 5 minutes. :/ That was slightly gross (but funny to watch).&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friday I went with Kelsey to shop for Abby&apos;s present. We&apos;re both ALMOST done with her present ;D. We went to eat at Ruby Tuesday&apos;s afterward.. I spent $17 there =(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday was fun, of course ;DD.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And now I sit here, bored out of my mind. I have homework waiting for me. Wait, no I don&apos;t, but there&apos;s a ton of long-term crap that I really need to start soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--The official end of procrastination for the night, the official beginning of TV shows! (It&apos;s Monday)--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 05 Mar 2007 23:51:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>~~@$#~++*LyKe OhH mAaH gAwD I aM sOoO kEwL~~~**~!</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Haha how do you like the title??&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I liked it too.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;So the Decathlon was Saturday.. I wake up and go to school at 5:30am.. the bus doesn&apos;t arrive until 6:30. Well, we&apos;re on our way, la di da, and between Augusta and Portland the bus &quot;breaks down&quot;, at least according to our bus driver. We wait for an hour for a bus to come up from Portland.. only to find that our bus works. We eventually get there a couple hours late and are cramming all of our tests into a small time span. It was fun though.. lol. We got back around 8.. my mom took forever to pick me up though. I ended up getting a gold in Math and Social Science and a silver in Language/Literature.. that definitely exceeded my expectations. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Tonight I have a world geo essay to type up.. oh&amp;nbsp;joy. It&apos;s about apartheid though.. that should be a piece of cake. I have math to do too but I think I can afford to miss one homework assignment. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Gosh. Now that I&apos;ve got everything else under control, I need to find myself a nice boy&amp;nbsp;:)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2007 02:45:01 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I&apos;m pretty excited about the snow day tomorrow. Don&apos;t be a non-believer; we&apos;re having un dia de nieve whether you like it or not. :) Then Saturday.. ugh, Decathlon. Today I was at &quot;practice&quot;, aka sedation by lecture, when I see Julianne, Carolyn, Olivia, and Sierra out in the hall.. of course, Julianne has to give me raccoon eyes.. but I wasn&apos;t about to do it on the chorus risers, mind you. Julianne, you are a HOBAG. That didn&apos;t even count. You guys are harsh.&amp;nbsp;You were supposed to be in there with me but NOO someone didn&apos;t get their form in..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, the Decathlon preparation is proving to be interesting. Compacting Chinese history, literature, music, and art into my head within 5 days. Ow. Oh well, after Saturday I can just forget it all. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think that Carolyn&apos;s *pirate* drawing should be a MySpace background. It may be considered cyberbullying, though. =/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There&apos;s so much going on lately. Time for some.. ice cream?&lt;br /&gt;First time I&apos;ve ever had Ben and Jerry&apos;s.. it&apos;s Dublin Mudslide and I now see why people pay $4 for these things. =) Luckily for me, my brother&apos;s amazement at the lack of good ice cream in my life got me a free one.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There&apos;s always a happy ending..</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 20 Feb 2007 03:35:00 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;boys track won states&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;woopwoop.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;cote did horrible at states. as in, was supposed to get 4th, ended up getting 12th.. out of 14. =/&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;BUT, that doesn&apos;t matter, because the boys WON! that&apos;s the first state championship for track EVER.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i also realized last night that some things.. oh, i don&apos;t know. some things shouldn&apos;t be taken for granted? &lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 15 Feb 2007 13:47:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>dos.</title>
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  <description>&lt;strong&gt;Dos &lt;/strong&gt;dias de nieve?!?!?&lt;br /&gt;Estoy &lt;em&gt;muy&lt;/em&gt; contenta&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s probably a good thing, though, because it was beginning to be a crappy week.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;Anywho, I wanna go to the mall tomorrow.. need to see if anyone is free.&lt;br /&gt;1 more day until &lt;font color=&quot;#00cccc&quot; size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;vacation&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;~!</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 02 Feb 2007 02:14:08 GMT</pubDate>
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